hey all
this is my second time reblogging after a looooooooooong hiatus.
i need to  dye my hair blonde thats the color i want, blonde, pink and black.
wearing thongs make you fart more, i just discovered.haha
oh and i also need nail polish 
and orange juice and soy bean
its weird how, now, when i want orange juice i want soy bean drink too like they go together like soy bean and cincau.lol
ok i want waffles and pancakes with maple syrup. 
you know, i used to buy this maple syrup in a glass bottle which looks like a whisky bottle. its not very nice maple its kinda i dont know, to go  with the malt, stale.
and sharp.


staring out into the night drowning out the pain
at night, i cant sleep.
i think about him too much.
i miss him, does he know, does he feel my yearning, my longing, my pain.
i guess not.